Dear Diary...

I am feeling myself so lonely these days.
Everybody is partying and living and I still and the same bullshit.

Thinking if I should or not cut myself again. Just to feel some pain other then the soul pain.
I passed a lot lately. Dated and finished. Got fat , thin, and fat again.
Now i am at one baby food diet.
Its nice. I don't drink soda or sugary stuff.
And i just lost 7 kilos so far.
I am making exercises everyday but i sill sad.

I keep in touch -promisse-.

Ps: para as meninas que não sabiam , sim posso falar ingles de buenas. E às vezes é mais fácil desabafar e ser eu mesma falando em ingles.

Beijos (L)